Angst in Sin City RSS

I'm a writer who recently moved to Las Vegas from Los Angeles.

I really fucking hate Las Vegas.

I'm hoping this changes soon.

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Oct
1st
Thu
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hey no angst here folks

Well, that’s not entirely true. Am still umemployed and frantically searching. 2 years. Ugh. Still in a city I hate and trying to get back to a city I love. However. I moved into my own place in Jan.  I dumped the loser ex 10 months ago, met- or re-met - an old friend from college and have been dating him for 9 months.

Oct
5th
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Old People are crazy

I live with a grandparent. And they are demented from their meds.

And being yelled at for nothing at the top of their lungs makes my home life just oh so fucking wonderful.

i’ve got to get the fuck out of here.

Sep
17th
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A different kind of angst

Things are changing and as a result, my indecision based depression is lifting.

I’m going back to school.

Question is, can I get it together by fall 09? GRE to take. Programs to research, even though I am sure I want to head back to my alma mater for grad school.

WHich means I’ll be moving back to LA either at the 1st of the year or next summer. I need a few undergrad classes for grad school.

I’m excited and nervous and can’t wait to dive into the application process and get everything all official like.

The good news is: my mom supports this idea. When she’s not on board, my life is difficult, to say the least.

I’m getting edumacated folks!

Sep
16th
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feeling less depressed

Since I decided to go to grad school.

check back to me when am studying for GRE/Applying/Negotiating my financial aid package.

Sep
15th
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insomnia and hunger

248am, Sleep MIA. Stomach growling.

I will not eat pizza now. No no no no.

Aruba in 25 days. No pizza now.

Yes, that is my dirty little secret. I wah wah fucking wah about how depressed and confused I am and I am going on vacation in 3 1/2 weeks.

The vacation better cure me.

Sep
12th
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Hmm

So you’d rather have me near suicidally depressed but near you than back in the city I lived in and loved for 20 years.

You know what? I’m almost 40. If I want to move back to L.A., I’m moving back to L.A.

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Stem Cell and TEH GAYS, Sarah Style

Does she even KNOW what Stem Cell Research is?

And LOLLERSKATES at her stammering regarding homosexuality.

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Personal Opinion?

Sarah, your PERSONAL FUCKING OPINION should NOT be imposed on America.

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Palin is…there are no words

Look, I could be eloquent about it, but I’m feeling lazy and ragey.

Sarah Palin is an idiot.

I am really fucking sick of feeling like I am smarter than those who run this country.

With Obama-Biden in office, at least I’d feel like the smart kids in the class were Class President.